Why me?????????

I have been all geared up ready to start 2009 head on. I have been really positive about how this year is going to be such a good year, well, anything beats 2008 which was just a dier year for me and my family.

I think I must have "unlucky" in my DNA or something.

We took my car apart, and have found out that it is terminal. I AM SCREWED!! I have literally no money as work haven't been giving me enough hours so my bank account is on £0. I am on 2weeks holiday but with the way my car is now, I can't get to work anyway.

Basically I have 2weeks to get a new car, or a new engine.

The Head Gaskit has gone on my car and the engine and pipes are so full of gunk, nothing (water) is getting around, hence why after 2miles it is boiling over with the temperature so high.

I have no money, I am unable to get to work to earn money, I don't get paid my meezley wage until the end of the month so have no idea what I am going to do

I am so stressed out I am not sleeping, have no appetite (good start to the weight loss lol) and just have no idea what I am going to do. I need money to get a car but can't get money without my car. Family are unable to help, my credit is too dier to even ask for a loan or an OD so I honestly have no idea what the hell I am going to do.

I have put a mass of stuff on ebay, which if it all sells for min price will make me £100 so fingers crossed it will all sell. Feel free to look at my items - username 0776sam lol

So new year, crap start most definately :(

xxxx