Things slightly less stressful for the moment

Haven't posted on here for a while. Been so blooming stressed out about my life, I didn't know what the hell to do. I had severe money problems, vehicle problems, work problems which in turn did affect my health a bit and really got me down.

Anyway, I battled on and for the moment I can have a bit of breathing space. I managed to scrape some money together and have now brought myself a new car. Nothing special, but it goes and gets me from a to b which is the main thing. It has 6months MOT and I will tax it next week. It's a PUG106, 1994 1.3l, little zippy thing lol. At least now I can go back to work and start to get some money coming in.

I'm still not out of the woods yet. Money is still non-exsistent in my life so this is my next priority. I have debts coming out of my ears so in a way it's good that I didn't get accepted for any loans of car finance etc as that would have just added to everything. I have two loans to pay off and my vets account. One of my loans will take years to pay off as I owe so much but my other loan only has £250 left on it and my vets account is £490 so nothing too impossible.

I need to decise what I am going to do with work. Do I stay where I am? It's a long term job but hours vary so that means my wage varies, which isn't good when I need to get back on track with my finances. Or do I get another job? I am keeping my eyes out and applying for anything that looks suitable, but am not going to make any drastic decisions as yet, specially as I haven't gone back to work yet but will asap.

My sister dropped the bombshell on me and mum that she is moving out in two weeks. Good for her but it will put even more of a financial strain on myself and my mum to pay things like the rent and council tax etc etc. More reason to get finances sorted. There is another issue which could possibly affect finances for me and mum but I am not going into that on here as that is a bit too personal.

I also need to decide what to do with my beloved Renault Laguna Estate. This is the car I have which has engine problems, hence buying my new little shed lol. I have to save up to either get a new car, in which case I will just scrap the Laguna or sell it as spares or repair, or I can save up to get the Laguna back on the road. Now I LOVE my Laguna, is the perfect car for me and being a big estate it tows my horses really well. God, I forked out a shed load of money on it back in the Spring with a brand new tow bar to tow my boys. I really want to keep the Laguna and get it back on the road BUT the extra money, even if only £100 would come in very handy now. Really don't know what to do on this one.

Really I could do with sitting down and writing a list of goals kind of thing as to what I need to do, in order, to get my life and finances sorted out.

Good news, I have a new client for my business. She lives about 40miles away BUT she is willing to pay all the extra travel costs so why not. Once I am back o work and in a routein then I will contact her and get some sessions booked up.

Horses are all well. Haven't done masses with them these last two weeks really as I have been too blooming stressed but they are my rock. My horses are my sanity and without them I wouldn't have a life.

Oh well, I am off to have some tea now, am starving. Diet has gone to total pot with everything going on, that's the last thing on my mind at the moment to be honest

xxxx