Been a better day today, think that is due to the fact that I did get some sleep last night lol.

Well I am still not convinced that it is the head gaskit gone on my car. I think it may just be the fact that the cooling system is so full of shit that water just isnt getting around the engine. Anyway I rang my local garage to get a price for have the sytem flushed and they quoted £100 MAX which is pretty good I though. Anyway, I thought my sister would lend me the cash just until the end of the month so that I could get this done but oh no, she won't. She has refused point blank to help which has actually really pissed me off.

So I am still screwed for the time being. I have had a couple of loan offers from friends which I may have to take but we will see what else I can come up with first.

Diet has gone much better today. I had a large glass of filtered water with some toast for Bfast. For lunch I had a salad and for tea I had a healthy eating readymeal and am about to eat a yoghurt for pudding so all in all not a bad day.

Just haven't had the courage to weigh myself yet though. We are having a weekly weigh in on one of the forums I am on which I think is a fab idea so muxt weigh myself in the morning so that I can work out how much weight I have lost in week one. I dread to read how much I weigh though, I bet it will be much more than I think.

Horses are all fine and dandy. I do love my boys, without them my life wouldn't be worth living.

xxxx