Not a bad day today really.

Rode my yummy horsey who is going really well at the moment, did some work in the garden and some fencing, all good stuff.

Due to my financial state and with no other option, I have taken the plunge and applied for a loan :( I have done this with Yes Loans and so far so good. I have been accepted by Yes Loans and am now waiting to hear if I will be accepted by a lender then I can have some cash to buy myself a car before mine really does die. It is getting worse and worse by the day so I pray it lasts. As much as I don't really want to go down the road of yet another loan I so hope I get it as without it I have no idea what I am going to do. If I get this one, it will mean I have the grand total of three loans to pay back now :( BUT needs must and all so hey ho!!

Diet has gone to total pot today, have eaten like an elephant. I'll be moaning come Sunday weigh in when I am the only one who hasn't lost any weight lol

I am pretty down today. All this stress about money and the car and I have everyone nagging me to hurry up and find a man to settle down with lol. It would be nice to have a man but I don't do anything to actually find one. I'm literally either at home, work, or at the yard doing the horses. Yes it would be nice to have a man to come home to but I am not unhappy with being sinlge, just get a bit lonley at times which I bet we all do.

Just a thought for you all, someone once told me "Learn from other peoples mistakes as you won't live long enough to make them all yourself".

I will leave you today with that thought

xxxx